| its been years |
[Dec. 9th, 2006|09:55 pm] |
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since i typed in this . or even remembered it with the whole myspac enow |
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| for douglas huges |
[Jul. 11th, 2005|12:31 am] |
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nothing
is faster
than this
disaster
and I'll hold my
hands on my head
nothing
is closer
than this
to sober
and I know
you heard what I said
walk the other way
avoid the words that
we could say
I've learned my lesson
plenty of times before
and what did she say
I came here for you
not for me
I've learned my lesson
plenty of times before
broken hearts mend and fix themselves
broken dreams get laid to rest
bent to far
it might not go back
to the way it was
before this heart attack
it's always too short
with no time left
where's our happy ending
things you take for granted
ripped from your hands
friends you know that love you
always care
nothing
is sadder
than this matter
and I know I wish you
werent dead
nothing is closer
than this to sober
and I know you
heard what I said
(this is extremely personal,i would appreciate no comments on it, its for me...I had to get it out somewhere and no onereads this so...)
we miss you doug... |
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[Jun. 30th, 2005|12:31 am] |
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| | open hand.the struggle | ] |
its been so long.so many things have happened from now and since I last wrote in this.life gotten crazy lately. things seem to be calming down. theres a benefeit show the 29th for drug awareness and dedicated to an amazing person. coem and show your support and for other there love...goodnight... |
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[Jun. 9th, 2005|01:51 am] |
" seasons don't fear the reaper,nor do the wind and the sun and the rain, we can be they are..."
thats for you kev |
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[May. 16th, 2005|07:09 pm] |
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I've never been this sick in my whole life... |
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| "I Hope You Choke On The Words That Kissed That Bottle"... |
[May. 5th, 2005|06:02 pm] |
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| | Tell That Mick He Just Made My List Of Things To Do Today | ] |
I think its mean to trap cats in a cage,even if its a have-a-heart trap. cats don't know the difference. they just know they cant get out and they probably think theyre going to die, kinda like angel dust...anyway thats how I feel about cat traps, or traps for animals period. yep, so the weekends almost here so thats cool. I want to get out of this town, thruway to exit 21a(MASS.PARKWAY)then take that to the only thing I want, but thats not going to happen. I'm going to sit around this boring town,with boring ideas,and for the sake of my friends some boring people.(Not Everyone)Oh well,oh well,here we go again... |
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[May. 4th, 2005|07:28 pm] |
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| | The Number 12 Looks Like You | ] |
Albany last night,beer pong,fucking college kids and their drinking games. 2 hour car rides suck, ecstasy sucks. Myback hurts. metal show in newburgh soon,booking it currently. its painful when you realize your alone,and no one cares,maybe tommorow will be a better day. |
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[Apr. 20th, 2005|11:40 am] |
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| | armor.for.sleep | ] |
nothing but depression, everyday getting worse, I hate everything... |
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[Apr. 4th, 2005|03:43 pm] |
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| | armsbendback | ] |
well we played portchester yesterday, we put so much practice in for it. I broke my d string halfway through. Nils got blood everywhere,and I had to mop it up. it was fun.next sunday, Olives, 2 pm... |
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| "for you" |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|09:19 am] |
"What would I give to behold
The smile, the face of love?
You never left me
The rising sun will always speak your name
It won't be long, we'll meet again
Your memory is never passing
It won't be long, we'll meet again
My love for you is everlasting
I mourn for those who never knew you
It won't be long, we'll meet again
Your memory is never passing
It won't be long, we'll meet again
My love for you is everlasting"
"Rose of Sharyn" -Killswitch Engage
Download it |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2005|04:17 pm] |
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| | the sleeping.if your heart was broken you would be dead | ] |
new amp, peavey xxl,and the 5150 cab, 4 12's baby... |
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[Mar. 10th, 2005|05:47 am] |
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Well its 6am, I can't sleep.work at 7 ,should I even try and sleep?...damn,I miss you. |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2005|03:15 am] |
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| | bleeding through.on the wings of lead | ] |
"I want to bring you all that is in my heart
I want to give you my everything
but I've failed you so many times
how can I stand here before you
when I begin to steal what only belongs to you
I am able to bring you nothing that isn't already yours
I am so ashamed of what i ever called my own
take what I have, take these broken remains
what can I give you that you don't already deserve..."- As I Lay Dying |
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[Feb. 8th, 2005|05:22 pm] |
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| | atreyu.someone's standing on my chest | ] |
job interview, wish me luck... |
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[Feb. 4th, 2005|12:00 am] |
THE USED
SENSES FAIL
KILLSWITCH ENGAGE
ATREYU
UNDEROATH
A STATIC LULLABY
UNEARTH
FEB.27th
who lucky?... I'm lucky. |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2005|11:55 pm] |
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| | blindside.all of us | ] |
well,well,well. I can't wait to see my sister this weekend, I miss her. I got to practice in a really nice studio today, it made me happy. you make me happy, yes you. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2005|04:27 am] |
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| | silverstein.bleedsnomore | ] |
today was bad,bad day in my book.party,party,party.the diner was terrific,5mozarella sticks,5chicken nuggets,5chicken fingers,cris cut wakffle fries, and 5chicken wings...9.99$ realizing thats the best fucking deal in the world... priceless. |
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